Friday, May 25, 2012

The end of week 12

难得可以早点入眠,
却被无情的温度冻醒,
冬眠并没有想象的简单。

没有精神上的寄托,
是自由,还是可悲。

寂寞,
从来不会在深夜妥协。

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Week 12, 
the end of a season.


Saturday, May 19, 2012

天使的施舍

曾经有位朋友说过,

A blog is a place where I can express myself
without considering how people look at me, 
judge me or pity me. 

It is a place where I can be myself.

于是,我失踪了。

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在这繁忙的城市,
天亮,人潮拥挤,
天暗,还有醉汉。

而街上卖艺的生活,还是一条坎坷的路。
中学毕业后,就开始一个人的生活。

不断的流浪各地,
偶尔会受伤,偶尔也会觉得空虚,
结果养成了很多事情已经不足以挂齿的态度。

有些人会停下来观赏,
有些人匆匆忙忙来过, 匆匆忙忙走了,
幸运的话,还会有不错的打赏,
晚餐,就有了着落。

但这种好景,并不常有。
虽然说卖艺的人,身边会有一个忠实粉丝,
小狗,它是人类最好的同伴,
也是最忠实的观众,
但不忍心看着它挨饿。
所以身边,除了卖艺的器材,
还是一个人。

每个人的孤独,还是有原因的。
时间久了,学会体谅人的喜怒哀乐,
但是,还是会被有些人当成是理所当然。

久了,连自己都会忘了,
好脾气不代表可以任由他人践踏。

而我又有什么资格去评价呢?

想着想着,
又是一个天亮了。

今天的晚餐,
会是能够填饱肚子的面包,
还是只有暂时满足人类基本需求的水和空气呢?

背起充满污迹和岁月痕迹的背包,
往人潮最多的方向走去。

对了,我并不是一个小丑,
我只是一个卖艺的人。

这是我内心的对白。

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Charlie Sheen: Alcohol is a poison.
Nephew: But why do you drink so much?
Charlie Sheen: Because there are something in me I need to kill.

As we grow, there are more and more things inside us that we need to kill.
That's why we drink.

It's not we want to, it's we need to.



Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Shit happens

I'm hereby to remind myself that in life,
shit always happens.

When is the last time you are happy with yourself.
I see people complaining about their lives,
their studies, their works and even parents.

When I was young,
Caught a Pikachu can make me happy for a month.

No wonder clubbing becomes a routine for some people,
No wonder singers who sing about emoness get famous.

Some people say,
Happiness is a state when u r satisfied with what you have.
Some people claim,
That is laziness.

Well, that's your job to find out where is the balance isn't it?

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There's something wrong with my blackberry the other day,
The screen had no display when I slide it up and the speaker wasn't working.
I was thinking of changing a new phone but somehow I look up for
the warranty period at Vodafone website.
Surprisingly, the warranty is actually 24 months.

So, I went to one of the outlet and ask them to fix it for me,
and of course, no charge.

The guy told me that I need to wait for about 5-10 working days.
To my surprise, I got a msg on Mon to ask me to pick it up.(I went on Fri)

AND THEY GAVE ME A NEW BLACKBERRY,
but it is the same model tho.

No sure if I'm supposed to be happy
Or sad because I need to customize it again.

Considering I'm a rough user and even if they fix my old bb,
they will still wipe off everything in it
So I guess I'm lucky enough to exercise the warranty around 8months
before it ends.

Trust me, I drop it like it's a yoyo, except it never roll back to me.
Or maybe if I drop it hard enough,
I can get another new bb within the next 8months?

Well, shit does happen,
I'm not gonna risk it.


Another chance to treat her better.
I will, I promise. =)


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The creative adult is
the child who survived.

我们都是被程序化的一代,
距离社会认定为成功人士的标准越近,
实现自己的梦想就更遥远了。


如果这不是你想要的生活,

那从明天开始,
出海当海贼吧!

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Zombie

30/4
我开始对破晓觉得恐惧,
是我厌倦了在同一个强烈阳光底下生存
但体内流着冷酷的血的人潮,
还是深夜比较适合只想和平不想争吵
但永远被遗弃的那一群?

1/5
朋友问,你眼睛怎么了?
一开始自己会觉得惊讶,
但后来,我才知道为什么。
为什么会问?

因为眼睛,除了眼瞳之外,
其他地方都是红的。

我一定要早点入眠。

2/5
原来不是那么简单,
身体已经适应没有阳光的生活。
不需要担心,有很多夜猫也是这样。

真的不需要担心吗?

常常开玩笑说眼睛好像要掉出来了,
很希望这永远是个玩笑。

3/5
没关系,再好好休息就没事了

闭上眼睛变成是件很困难的事,
不是形容难入睡,是眼球好像变大了。
好像要爆了。

4/5
终于做完最后一份,
但是我已经份不清什么是白天昼夜。


冬天,来了。