Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Break-even

Different Culture
Same Respect.

Sometimes in life,
You got blamed when it's not even your fault,
But you just have to deal with it.

When the whole world fails you,
You still have people standing by your side.
I'm one of them.


At least that's how I tell myself.

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就算再潇洒,
我也不愿牺牲身边的人,
所以就让我来承担好了。

Because people like me,
Are way too strong to shed a tear.

这是我选择的路,
没有得回头。

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I promise things will be fine one day.
I promise.

Do you trust me?

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Pink Slippers

Babies were born, People got married,
People got divorced, People died,
People were hired, fired, quit,
Homes were bought,
Expensive cars were leased,
Tears were shed,
Harsh words were spoken,
Fear, Dread, Resentment, Jealousy,
Frustration and Rage,
Come and went like clouds in the sky.

The only constant was laughter.
We laughed a lot. I laughed a lot.
I hope you did too.

That's why I'm important.

(TBBT, 2012)

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Things are really different now,
I always imagine that this day will come,
But I would never expect it will come this fast.

So at the end of the day,
Being single is awesome or suck?
Who knows.

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大家进入了生活另一个阶段,
开始有了自己的新圈子。
却依然肆无忌惮的开着玩笑,

一个接一个离开,
可是大家都在为了梦想努力,
这样的青春,其实还是很热血吧?

只是有时候想想,
人生是不是有一个quota?
努力地挥霍,不停地浪费,
真正需要的时候,
却发现,

或许,
自己早就把自己的quota用完了。
一点都不剩,
只能等待被施舍。

一直都在假装不屑,
另一头却在质疑自己的人格,
热血一点吧,青春就是要这样。
这是成长。

P.S
今天差一点又要下AutoCity了,幸好有人不敢,
不然又要像上次这样,没有人想低头,结果....

大家向青春跨出了另一大步!

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It's never felt so real,
No, it's never felt so right,
I miss you already.


Thursday, January 19, 2012

Absence

Sometimes with women, you want to listen to what upsets them
And then show them that you can grow and change.

Leonard, 2012

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What a lonely night.
Time to hit the sack.

Good night.



You're amazing,
Just the way you are.


Tuesday, January 17, 2012

The Dark Knight

Too much Holidaysss will turn you into a potato.
I don't know what am I supposed to do to spend my time.

At some point,
I even forgot that I'm still studying.
I couldn't even recall that I still have 2 Semesters left
To finish my degree.

This is getting worse man...

So I have decided to watch epic/awesome/mind-fucking movies
Whenever I have trouble sleeping at night.

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Well, I was browsing though my hard disk
And I talked to myself,
Hey, why don't I watch 'The Dark Knight.'

Why?
Because from what I can remember,
The last time I watched it was in 2008.

A bit of background info,
Back in 2008, DVD isn't that common yet,
So we need to buy VCD and most of the time we have part A and B.
And the version in my hard disk is he VCD version.

So, here's the question,
Why I can possibly remember which year I watch it?

It was the year when I took my SPM.
It was one day before BM paper 1 & 2.
I try to restrain myself from watching part B after A,
BUT, it was too good till I couldn't even stop my mouse from clicking it.

Too good and to emphasize it,
The guilt of not studying last until today.
I might have gotten full As. LOL!

HOHOHO.

Anyway, I still got A1 for BM.


There's nothing to be proud of tho,
Who needs BM nowadays?
I'm just saying. =D

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These are some epic quotes:


Joker: I believe whatever doesn't kill you,
simply makes you.... stranger.

Alfred: Some men aren't looking for anything logical, like money.
They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with.
Some men just want to watch the world burn.

Joker: Do I really look like a guy with a plan? You know what I am?
I'm a dog chasing cars. I wouldn't know what to o with one if I caught it.
You know, I just..... 'do' things.

I miss this guy. =/

Heath Andrew Ledger (4 April 1979 - 22 Jan 2008)
was an Australian television and film actor.

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Because he's the hero Gotham deserves, but not the one it needs right now.
So we'll hunt him because he can take it.

Because he's not our hero. He's a silent guardian, a watchful protector.
A dark knight.

到最后才发现,
至少还有人认为,
我还是个好孩子。

是否有意在隐瞒一些事情?
是否真的如此敏感?

因为有时候,
我连自己都看不清自己到底是什么东西。

这种性格有时候会惹来很多麻烦?
或许吧。


"I guess I will only be your clown."

Sunday, January 15, 2012

台湾大选


结果,眼泪忍到最后,也没有落下。

Saturday, January 14, 2012

No Updates

I guess if I had a superpower,
the power would be making people upset.

But hey, guess what,
I already have it.
So cool.

Come to think about it,
What is the point of having the skill that will hurt others?

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Fail to explain myself.
Such a loser.

Damnit.




The background music of my night.
<3


Friday, January 13, 2012

Paul's

I'm like a pigeon.

People pass me in the street.
They see me but they try to ignore me.
They prefer I wasn't in their city.

Everyone fights for position.
Everyone wants to be seen and heard.

I wasn't always like this.
I had a job. I had a home.
I had a family.

But the woman I loved fell out of love with me.
That broke my heart.

When the chance to be loved came along again,
I ran away from it.

I even stopped trusting people.
I was afraid of getting my heart broken again.
So I start to hide every truth about myself.

I'm just afraid if I do trust someone,
I'll get my heart broken.

Charles Chaplin once said,
'I always like walking in the rain,
so no one can see me crying.'

Sometimes you can trust a person
And then, when things are down,
They forget about you.

(Home Alone 2, 1992).

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Life is not easy, you'll have to face problems and involve in endless dramas.
You might have no directions and suggestions,
You might even have to make some wrong decisions.
And live with it. =/

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No offense,
But that seems like sort of a dumb thing to do.

Maybe they are just too busy.
Maybe they don't forget about you,
But they forget to remember you.

People don't mean to forget.
My grandpa says
'If my head wasn't screwed on,
I'd leave it on the school bus.'

I do understand.
I had a nice pair of Rollerblades.
I was afraid to wreck them,
So I kept them in a box.

Do you know what happened?
I outgrew them. I never wore them outside.
Only in my room a few times.
And I don't get to wear them now.

A person's heart and feelings are kind of the same thing.
If you won't use your heart, who cares if it gets broken?

If you just keep it to yourself, maybe it'll be like my Rollerblades.
When you do decide to try it, it won't be any good.

You should take a chance. Got nothing to lose.
Your heart might still be broken, but it isn't gone.

If it was gone, you wouldn't be this nice.

(Home Alone 2, 1992).

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Would you put me on your reserve list?

When I look back on my life, I'm sure that
I'll regret the things I didn't do
More than the ones I did.

I guess you will never believe in forever anymore,
Nobody lives forever anyway.

Maybe there's another life.
But in this life,

Would you stay?
Or
Would you be the one that got away?


Thursday, January 12, 2012

21 - 95


I was on my way back after dropping my sis.
And so happened that this song was playing on the radio.

It wasn't really worth mentioning if it was sung by Katy Perry.
Because let's face it, everyone likes it and it has been a while now.

Somehow the version I listened to was a cover by a Guy.
I tried searching for Sam Tsui or Jason Chen on youtube,
but they sounded a bit rushy and 'commercialized'.

Anyway, I couldn't find it but
I found this one, which is even better.

Here's the reason why.

This guy's version,
is sung from a guy's perspective.
they change a sentence of the lyric to

'In another life,
YOU WOULD BE MY GIRL'

Sweat?
Arghh, I also have no idea why
But I actually like it
Because of that changed lyric.

PROBLEM?

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Maybe I'm just a little bit sensitive.
People tend to exaggerate their emotions when they have
Nothing more important to do.

I want to be myself but I want to fit in at the same time.
Is that even possible?

12 days.
11 months to my birthday.


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

小孩子


Some people were meant to fall in love with each other....
......But not meant to be together.

Sometimes it's better to sail alone,
in the sea of time.

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When I look up to the sky,
I realize that it's time to pick up all the broken pieces of the real me.
I couldn't even recognize myself.

Did I change?
For the better or worse?

It has been a while now,
And I ask myself,
How long do you want to be like this?
I couldn't answer.

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'Sometimes, it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.'

You told me that you loved this song.
I wasn't paying attention.

But now it becomes the song that would always play in my mind.



I'll give you your dream,
Because you mean the world.

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人生,
还是要有目标,
才有一个活下去的理由。



Monday, January 9, 2012

MC.

原来假期太长,
除了颓废,还是颓废。

我想成为一个很厉害的人,
但是我恨懒惰。

可不可以教我,
怎样用最少的努力,
换来最好的成绩?

原来毕业后,
还要读很多书,

原来想要变强,
两年并不够。

而且我看了很像小孩子,
为什么?
为什么一定要check我的IC!!!!

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But anyway,

We don't stop playing because we grow old,
We grow old because we stop playing.

-George Bernard Shaw-

In fact, we never grow up,
We just merely learn how to act in public.
Guess what, I don't like to act,
I like to be childish.

So screw all those people who think I should be acting
Throughout my whole life.


Here's a picture of the dick, IN YOUR FACE.


A big dick on the beach, your argument is invalid.
(Sorry if u find it disturbing, this is just me.)

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Stop telling me how to act on the stage,
It's not even your stage.

You don't get to choose when is the judgement day,
And when the story ends.

Just because you are good at getting attention and sympathy,
Doesn't mean that you are right.

Ok, that doesn't make me right either,
But I choose to respect everyone.

Sometimes, it makes me wonder,
Why I don't earn back the respect I deserve?

2010 was a bad year,
2011 was a bad year either,
Can I make 2012 at least the best out of the worst?

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Dear Adults,
You might think we haven't gone through the worst part of our lives,
But frankly, how many of you actually care to ask or at least try to understand?
I know all our worries might not even enough to compare with your daily problems,
We just need some respects.


(unrelated pic. =D)

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I'm sorry for bringing all the troubles,
But what is life without some spices, right?
You should be grateful at least because of me,
you have something to talk about.

We tend to avoid being in a drama,
We choose to gossip and watch it from outside all the time,
But what goes around, comes around.

I'm waiting for the day,
Where I can sit on the couch and laugh my ass off.

Guess what, I'll still respect you as a professional actor.
Well, that's just me. No hard feelings.
*fist bump*

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I was looking at the sky this afternoon,
getting darker and darker.

I know there'll be a downpour shortly.
Then I think of you.

'I'll never be everyone's favorite,
Some of them can't even look me in the eye.

I'll pick up these broken pieces till I'm bleeding
If that would make it right.

Because there'll be no sunlight if you walk out of my life.
Just like how it rains today.'

-It will rain-

And so the rain stops,
I remains awake till now.

Good night.

PHK.


Thursday, January 5, 2012

Princess J

好久没让自己的思想,
沉淀下来,
就连自己都不清楚,
自己到底是怎样的一个人。

"你以前并不是这样,
到底是发生了什么?"
说不上曾经让大家尊重,
但至少还不会冷落到
像过街的老鼠一样。

后来发现,我不喜欢出门,
我不知道如何面对那些
曾经见过面,曾经交谈过的人。
我不知道我是否应该停下来哈拉几句,
还是假装不认识以免大家都尴尬。

我是属于适合高谈阔论的那一位,
还是保持沉默的那一个?

我连我自己是什么,
我也不知道。

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你们又何必提醒我
人是有脆弱的时候?

荣耀的背后刻着一道孤独,
我背后是空的,没有秘密。

我并不是一个复杂的人,
每个人都有自己的问题,
我又何必把自己的问题无限量放大。

大家又何必把事情看得那么严重。
我是否人格分裂了。

或许只是缺乏太多的爱,
然后拼命说人不需要爱。

这样,很容易被同情,
我才不稀罕。

热血才是王道。

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08242,

I have trouble expressing myself,
I think of the consequences and how it would
affect you, me and the people around us.
Maybe that's why you think I'm covering up.

But in fact, I'm not.
And you don't even have to guess.

When comparison comes in,
I'm sure that my name will come first on
the elimination list.

I guess it takes a lot of courage to tell me about it,
And I really do understand.

I promise to make things better,
Alright?

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

重温

如果对不起可以解决问题的话,
那说一次就够了。
如果道歉了还是解决不了问题,
那说一万次都是于事无补。
Move On (Jan)

我才没有想家,
一个人在外国比在家更好。
=/
9am (Feb)

有时候,
深夜的时候,
路就是这样黑暗。
并不见得每次都那么顺畅。
阴 (March)

Life is so uncertain.
Who knws what is gonna happen tomorrow.
Depressed (April)

在生命的某一个阶段,
我们都一样。
Durbin-Watson (May)

也许
在另外一个平行时空里
我们是在一起的。
也许 (June)

A: 你相信永远吗?
B: 对我而言,三个月就已经是永远。
Last Kiss (July)

A: I always thought our story
would be a happy ending.
B: If you want a happy ending,
it depends on where you stop the story.
Orson Welles
CP9 (August)

越猖狂的人,内心越寂寞。
没有不快乐,莫名的失落。
失落 (September)

催泪弹,
是不是真的能让人流泪?
Should I? (October)

___________
___________
(November)

Here's a hug to those who are sick of
misunderstandings and tired of explaining.
Hatred (December)


Second Dolphin

家,
总是那么温暖,

庆幸,
2011的最后一天,
有你。