Wednesday, August 31, 2011

坦白

总是夜深人静的时候才发现,
其实身边如果有个人的话,
还蛮不错的。

或者

你可以直接上床睡觉。

晚安

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

GTI

Would u rather get a civic now
Or a GTI after another 2 years?

Arghhh...

Here's some money,
Go n buy yourself more money.

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How to ignore all the gaming requests on facebook?
It's really annoying especially when u r using a
blackberry.

Test and Assignments coming up.
Just a random updates after a while.

Have been planning to make my own
spaghetti on Tues (no class on Wed)
but ended up staying over at fren's place for assignment.

I would rather choose how to earn money fast
than learning how to analyse all the risk and return stock
since 2004.

Dead meat.

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I guess I'm already recovered at the moment.
It's not flu or mucus,
it's just too much awesomeness inside me.

P.S My family went HongKong and I'm stuck here in Aussie. =(

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Lastly, a video recommended by my psychology tutor,



Those who find it disgusting and try to act normal by
saying I'm insane....

It's ok.
You just don't understand me at the moment.
Cheers.

-FINGERS-

Thursday, August 25, 2011

错了

最近facebook很流行这一个笑话,

其实很久之前就听过了,

而且个人觉得以前的版本的结局比较好笑。

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一天,

儿子问爸爸:什么是不爽,生气,抓狂?

:很难解释,不如我示范.

爸爸拿了一本电话簿,随便打给一个人,顺便开speaker.

:hello?

...:Hello请问 ABDULLAH BADAWI在家吗?

:你打错电话!

:不要骗我啦!

:我骗你作么!神经!(盖了电话)

:,儿子,这就是'不爽'.现在看什么是生气.

(过了五分钟,爸再打给那个人)

:hello?

:请问ABDULLAH BADAWI在家吗?

:又是你,你到底是谁?

:你不懂我是谁?我是NAJIB!

:#%@,NAJIB我麻是ANWAR!白痴(大力盖电话)

:,儿子,这就是'生气'!懂吗

:懂了

:现在看什么是抓狂!(又打给那个人)

Facebook版本的结局:

那人一拿电话就骂了...

:'压低声音',请问林先生在吗

:对不起!刚才有变态佬一直打电话来

:没关系,请问ABDULLAH BADAWI在家吗?

: #¢¥!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* !!!

我觉得更有梗的结局:

那人一拿电话就骂了...

:'压低声音',请问林先生在吗

:对不起!刚才有变态佬一直打电话来

:没关系,我就是ABDULLAH BADAWI,请问刚才谁找我?

: #¢¥!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* !!!

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=D

CP9

后来才发现,
原来自己对结局好的戏,
反而不会有好感。

或许在我身上的事,
发生了好多不如意的事,
太好的结局,反而让我怀疑,
甚至有点令人作呕的感觉。

最近又看了一次 Shinjuku Incident,
这一类电影的结局,不是happy ending,
但是很真实,就像曾经发生在身边的事一样。

听说是成龙近期来唯一一个不露功夫的一部。

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这一个更不用说了,
背负着责备,继续保护Gotham City,

最后,
大家都很清楚,
小丑赢了。

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Monga,
剧情到了最后,
全部都没有好下场。

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告白,模拟两可的结局,
看你怎么诠释。

我选择相信了比较残忍的结局,
因为读过了小说然后再看戏,
太了解女主角经历过的一切。

残忍的结局,比较适合人性。

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CP9
下面这一位就是在One Piece
里面出现过的CP9队长。


没什么特别,只是觉得跟下面这一张有点像。


蔡康永。

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Have been having problem falling asleep these days,
No idea why, it's just insomnia I guess?
And no doubt, it's always hard to get up in the morning.

Submitted 2 assignments and done with 2 presentations
this week.

It just wouldn't stop there.

Week 5,
things are pilling up.
"When I'm sick, I stop being sick
and be awesome..."
I think this quote is seriously not working at the moment.

Sore throat and light fever.
I hate winter.

To those readers out there,
Pls take good care of yourselves,
drink more water or suffer.

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A: 我以为,我们之间的故事,会是一个美好的结局。
B: 如果你真的想要美好的结局,这取决于你把哪里当作是故事的结局。

奥逊 威尔斯

A: I always thought our story would be a happy ending.
B: If you want a happy ending, it depends on where you stop the story.

Orson Welles


Saturday, August 20, 2011

Pray

Get well soon, alright?
We got your back.

Pls.


Friday, August 19, 2011

What If

有没有试过,
曾经在镜子前面,
望了好久,才发现,
连自己都认不得自己?

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如果那是泪水,
你又何必逞强?


It happens to me quite a lot.


Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Disaster

Was killing my time with series,
(I'm busy, but watching series is just
one of the things in my to-do-list)
and came across a very meaningful conversation.

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We will nvr knw how many fake people are
talking about how fake the world is right now.

Conversation was invented by humans to conceal reality.
We use it to sweet-talk our way around natural selection.
Who has the real conversations? Ants.
They talk by vomiting chemicals into each other's mouths.

"Bleh, which way to get sugar?"
"Bleh, that way."

Humans are more evolved. We lie.
Not all the time? That's one of the lies.

(Winger, 2011)

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Would I still have the same feelings for you
when u r 21 yrs old?

Yes. And Yes again, that could be a lie.
It might go deeper.

The Other Truth

"The only subject that I wouldn't nvr pass is
How to understand you 101."

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Have been staying up late these days,
For nothing.
How pathetic is that.

Well, isn't that bad I guess,
Can't expect that there would be someone
by my side all the time, right?

Even so,
I wouldn't be there for her all the time,
then why would I ask for that?

How could you understand me
when I can't even understand myself?

I'm the real devil.

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Note to myself:
If u open the door, u will finish last.
If u carry her bags, u will finish last.
If u pull out the chair, u will finish last.
If u offer any help, u will finish last.

I'm a badass.
It feels so nice to be a bad guy.
COOL.


Go ____ yourself.
Now fill *__ the blank, sucker.

A gap of 9 years won't be that big after
another 10 years. Trust me.

Monday, August 15, 2011

News

How is that a bad news?
I'm happy for you.

那一年,
与我差九岁的女孩。


Saturday, August 13, 2011

Update

Is it just me,
Or everyone's Saturday is always that short?

To-Do-List
Presentation Not Done
Stats Assignment Not Done
Group Assignment Not Done
Done nothing CHECKED

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Have been trying to get your attention,
But always end up with false hopes.

I'm sorry if I annoyed you.
Well, come to think of it,
I won't be doing it for long.

The Weatherman says it's gonna rain tonight,
The kind of storm where the basement floods
And you lose the lights.

Now I'm blind.
With only your shadow in my mind.
How am I gonna survive through the night
without your company?

Drizzling in such a cold night,
It reminds me that
You're not my blue sky anymore.

Emily West, Blue Sky.


Friday, August 12, 2011

-VE

Why is everyone being so negative lately?
Or maybe it is just me.

Who said Man doesn't think?
Sometimes they just don't mention about it.


Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Waiting for the end.


I thought as long as there's sunshine,

there's warmth.

I was wrong indeed.

I guess I was held responsible for my mistake.

But come to think of it in depth,

the guilt has turned into hatred.

I hate it when the sunshine isn't warm enough.

I hate it when things don't work as I expected.

Now I blame the wind for being too wrong,

And the sun being too weak.

Enough of blaming me for

not protecting myself from the bloody cold weather,

I know I was wrong.

Can't you hear my sincerity when I apologize?

How much longer u want to it to last?

Can we move on now?

If I wanted to be naked in such a weather,

that would be my choice,

who are you to comment?

One thing for sure,

I have taken enough blame.

Imma walk out from here

To a place where the wind is not that cruel.

Such a hypocrite.

If u still want to fight,

I'm sorry, I won't be the clown. Anymore.

And this would be my last time to apologize.

I'm not your lab rat

Make all the assumptions u like,

Because it’s time for me to walk out from your experiment.

The end.

Fingers

“早知道是这样,
如梦一场,
我才不会把爱
都放在同一个地方...”

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需要一位话很多,
24小时都保持开心的朋友,
till then,我还是安静比较好。

应该写些什么,
才不会让黑夜那么深,
误会更深。

太多太复杂的情绪,
根本没办法好好去整理,
好多想写下来的思绪,
面对着荧幕却一片空百。

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Friday, August 5, 2011

Rolling

被点燃的小火苗,
融化了周围的蜡墙,
蜡,变成液体,
淹没了自己。

火,熄了。

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很多时候,
觉得自己很侥幸,
什么时候才能认真为自己拼一下,
不是不能,是我不要。

为什么面子书不放自己的名?
不是我不能,是我不要。

为什么不吃牛肉?
不是我不能,是我不要。

为什么不早点睡?
不是我不能,是我不要。

就是这样,
很多时候,连自己都不知道
自己想要什么。

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最近耳边不时回响起这首歌的旋律,


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这个地方,还会不会因为有了我,
变得有一点不一样?

我不贪心,
一点点就好。

Note to myself,

"U look smarter when you don't talk
that much."

=)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

武雄

We were having this conversation
the other day.

A: Are u planning to move to the city?

B: Yea, but my fren's room in the city is so small...
Small until har.... until.... har... till.... (trying to describe)

C: Like a cupboard?

All: Laughters....

Me: Like a microwave? (Point at the microwave)

All: HAHAHAHAHHAHAA

What a day.

Anyway, I actually promise myself to
be more serious and talk less.
But apparently, I fail. Fail badly.
Imma try harder next time? Maybe?

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Met my cute tutor the same day.
I guess this was the reason.
Ah watever...

I'm ranting like a girl.
But who gives a damn?

She complained about my final exam, surprizingly.
FYI, we submitted our papers without
writing our names, just student id like XXXX0425.

When I asked,
She said, I can feel that you think a lot
while answering the last question,
then I knw sure is my student already.

Oops, how cute.
=D

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Just came back from dinner with my cousin.

"Undergraduate units, PR, Ielts, Working Experience,
Internship, Interview Tests, Resumes, TR, Masters,
Excel, C++, Dean's award, Third year subjects,
Econometrics.... "

Oh man....
Shoooo much to think,
Shoooo much to learn,
Shoooo much to decide,
Shoooo much to plan.

Can I just say OK ON to everything?
=/

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最后,
我们都步上了自己的后尘。
有在后悔吗?

我们都变了,
价值观不再一样了。

长大了,
太多决定落在自己的手上,
太多自由让我去放肆,
爸妈,我还是有点不习惯。

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爱是无辜的风筝,
拉着最在乎的人。

黑暗中,一步步坠落红尘。

曹格,无辜。



Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Twin.

IMY.

Just when I'm lonely.


Monday, August 1, 2011

Somewhere

一个人走在一条不知名的道路上,
周围的虫鸣,还有自己的呼吸声,
才偶然变得那么清晰。

是不是随着自由的程度增加,
孤单也慢慢变得特别明显。

太多属于自己的空间,
然后就会开始奢望,
就犹如蛋白和蛋黄的故事一样。

有个女孩,不喜欢蛋黄,
每次就会把蛋黄交给身边的男孩,
就这样,过了一段时间,
事情变得理所当然。

直到有一天,
女孩把蛋黄交给第三个男孩,
我才发现,原来很多事情,
并不是理所当然的。

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时隔那么久,
让自己放空的时候,
很多画面在倒带。

天气变冷了,
多穿几件衣服吧,
就算身边没有人,
还是要学会好好爱自己。

或许就是因为这样,
太会爱自己了,
反而忽略了身边的你。

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By the end of the day,
It doesn't really matter it's whose fault.
I miss you but at the same time,
I don't hope that you take it seriously.
What kind of feeling is that?
Something you want is something I couldn't promise.

I guess we will recover eventually.
But then again, would it strike back again like tonight?
I hope it wouldn't.
Who am I to decide?

Sometimes,
One becomes extremely emotional when loneliness strikes.
Sometimes,
I go through those nights where music is my only company.

Tonight, Iridescent.



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Why must I show happiness
when a little part inside me just went dead?

Why must I try to be positive
when every single thing around me is negative?

Why must I keep trying
when we both know it was a mistake?

I'm lost.
This is how I begin my August.
Great. =(