Friday, April 29, 2011

落叶



那一年,
陪我走过了一个夏天。

如今,
落叶不再紧紧拥抱着大树。
草地上,
铺满了遗憾和感慨...

头发长了,
思念更深了。

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你说,
我比较适合
一个人在街上行走。

没有灵魂,没有方向,
因为不需要。

Sunday, April 24, 2011

WHERE?

Where do u see yourself in 10 yrs time?
Would u be married?
Would u have kids?
Would u even have a gf?

WTF!

That is just too far.
Since when I have to pick up the responsibility
to decide my own future?
Since Always.

But I just realized.

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Dreams.
Am I required to keep them alive?
Yes.

Ironically,
U wont be able to realize them.
How true.

Dream is still a Dream.
Wake up.

召唤



我跟着你的脚印,
走了好久,好远。

如今我到了,
却也只剩下脚印,
一段被遗忘的淡香。

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Currently 20 yrs old.
The future seems really unclear.

Step by step?
How long will it take?

I need to pierce my ear.
I have to dye my hair.
Before it is too late.

Escaping from reality?
Living in denial?

I'm good at it.
Who cares.

=/

Thursday, April 21, 2011

TRTH HRTZ


Why are we wasting so much time
and efforts to find out the truth
when it hurts so badly.

So badly until u can barely breathe.

Stop being a clown,
Stop pleasing the people around you.
U deserve something better,
even though it doesn't last.

Tell me that it doesn't really matter anymore.
Tell me that all the jokes never mean anything.
Tell me that the smile on your face is no longer bcz of me.
Tell me you don't feel the same way I do.

Then I'll let it go.
And learn how to accept.

-Truth Hurtz-

They really do.
</3

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Scatterplots

Week 8.
This post has nothing to do with the title.
It's just so happen that topic 7 of my stats
is currently on the table, collecting dust.

The corn on my feet is killing me.
Cutting off the dead skins and spraying
liquid nitrogen on it really help?
I highly doubt so. =/

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Does the same moon light shine on you?
Or it is just how I feel.

Take me away from here,
and all yesterday's pain.

Monday, April 18, 2011

爸,我回来了

路灯,暗淡,孤独。
空气,蔓延,思念。
怀疑,猜测,谎言。
离乡,背井,圆缺。

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母亲,生日,快乐。
爸爸,好像,不要我了。

要等八个月才能唱这首歌,
讨厌。

+,+

Friday, April 15, 2011

5.40am

人,
真的可以不睡觉吗?
我赶不完6个chapters.

=/

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凌晨5点41分,
天气很冷很冷,
冻结了很多思维。

如果温度再继续被带走,
将会剩下什么?

被定格的泪水,
没办法继续往下流。

血小板把伤口都凝固了,
却停止不了心在流血。

我只想要一个拥抱,
那就够了。

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太安静的深夜,
连颤抖都有声音...

... ......

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

挤出来的酒窝



“笑话”

不要高抬会读书的人,
那只是你一时的错觉。

你心里真正欣赏的,
是他们的热情和努力。

我也很努力地挤出酒窝,
却变成了一个笑话。

难道这样的一种努力,
就不值得去欣赏?

对,因为你看见了未来,
那未来叫做 “不可能”。

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“忽视”

感觉上,
好像睡了一觉。

梦里醒来后,
又是时候准备下一场。

人,
不能离群太久,
不能颓废太久,
不能独立太久。

看不见未来,
然后选择忽视,
忽视变成了逃避,
逃避,好过每天重复同样的梦。
未来的事,留给未来的我去解决,
所以我暂时忽视了。

继续演艺,
还没演艺完的人生,
继续忽视,
还没到来的问题。

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“勉强”

是习惯,
还是生活,
本来就不应该这样。

每一个生命,
都有自己对生存定义。

娱乐,被娱乐。
取代,被取代。

面对再不如意的事,
依然可以为自己找一个微笑的理由,
是乐观?还是勉强?
还是习惯?

有差吗?

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“知足”

这个空间,
如果少了比较,
或许我们会比较容易学会知足?

这片土地,
如果少了时差,
我们在同一个时间入眠,
是否就会发着同样的梦?

如果我知足,
但是我依然不开心,
那算知足吗?

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“迷惘”

走在一条不知名的路上,
天空再也藏不下白云。
忘了是什么时候开始,
这里变成了一直落泪的城市。

堆积在小巷的积水,
弄湿了裤脚,刺痛了伤口。

那一年,
是怎样走过来的,
曾经是什么?

那年我们唱着同样一首歌,
那首歌叫

“曾经”

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Plan

3-4pm Assignment
4-5pm Assignment
5-6pm Assignment
6-7pm Assignment
7-8pm Dinner & Shower
8-9pm Assignment
9-10pm Assignment
10-11pm Assignment
11-12am Assignment
12-1am Assignment
1am-10am SLEEP

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If u really want to knw what's my plan for Sat?
This is the schedule.

LIFELESS MUCH.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

What if?

What if I sleep now and wake up at 4am?
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.

Night world.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Depressed


Life is so uncertain.
Who knws what is gonna happen tomorrow.

Week 6,
My uni life sux.

挥霍

自由,
没有比天上飞翔的鸟儿,
诠释得更清楚。

寂寞,
刺在身上,
变成一种华丽的装饰。



黑与白的世界,
谁来上色?

流失的青春,
换来了什么?

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妈的,
鼻子好像流血了...

Painted nails.

感动,
是因为隔了两个夏天,
那一种热还是没有改变...



很庆幸,
我没有被遗忘。

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有没有那么一个夏天,永远不告别。
永远那么炎热,永远那么不客气。

有没有那么一个地位,永远不摇动。
永远属于那个朋友,永远不改变。



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走出了充满汗水和泪水的空间,
顿时才发现,竟然忘了脚下这片土地,
相差了几个小时。

天黑了,看了手表,
原来已经8点了。

走过不算熟悉的小路,
树下堆满了落叶。

夏天走了,
秋天就是有那么一点点忧伤的感觉。
落叶,就像零乱碎片,
割伤了我的双脚,
每一步,
都是那么的坎坷。

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那卖花的女孩,
手上的花瓣都凋谢了。

阿信说,
为何人生最后像一张纸屑,
还不如一片花瓣曾经鲜艳。

我掏出了一个硬币,
交到她手上,一个微笑。

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头发长了,
人老了,脸憔悴了。

但很庆幸,
我还活着。

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Try



Nothing special.
Just that I look good in the pic.

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!
I miss my frens. =,=

Are u satisfied now?
=(

Saturday, April 2, 2011

某日

好久没来说说话

在夏天结束前
我们是不是都应该来见一见面?

还是说
我们的友谊流浪去了

再找

也找不到

(开玩笑啦..but seriously, 再见!!)

xx夏妞

如烟

有没有那么一个女孩,
愿意当我女朋友?

于是,
我遇见了你。

=)

Friday, April 1, 2011

Exam

妈的,
读到半死,
考出来还是yak pek si...

Cipeit.

没关系,
我心中依然有
尚未崩坏的地方!