Monday, December 26, 2011

933

Answering every single question with ON,
IS NOT A RIGHT THING TO DO.

早就知道跟你们出去没有好处,
但是为什么偏偏还是要讲ON.

因为一句ON,害死了多少细胞,
爆了多少次肝。

在眼睛闭上之前,
还会犯贱的问,下一次会是什么时候?

Bitch Please.

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喂,明天要不要....

OK ONZZZZ.

然后大家已经是黑眼圈很深,
眼泪在眼里打滚的状况了。

When are you coming back from Genting?
I'm not missing you obviously.
HAVE FUN.

=P

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Hatred

He never got to say goodbye and that isn't fair.

It's never fair. I know. I lost someone.
You don't get 'fair'. You don't get closure or goodbye.
You should ask yourself, does a perfect ending even exist?
So in the end, you take the anger.

I've learned that anger feels pretty good
as you have something to blame on.
It becomes stronger when you hide it
under your so called 'maturity'.
Better than the grief.

Anger's something that gets you up, gets you going in the morning.
But you know, you have to be a little bit careful,
because if you let yourself be driven by the anger,
it will blind you and you'll get into trouble over and over again.

Not only that, you shall never underestimate the power of anger,
it will grant you with a force of army by influencing the people around you.

Just so you can beat something.
Something that make you feel unfair.

What happens then?
Well, eventually you run into something that your anger can't beat.

You might think that you gain something,
But you will never know what you lost.

-Leverage-

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I would never blame others for not understanding me,
Because sometimes, I can't even understand myself.

I don't give a damn to those who act like a judge,
It reminds me to appreciate the people that appreciate me.

Dear Judge,
You would at least listen to both sides before you start judging, don't you?

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Here's a hug to those who are sick of misunderstanding
and tired of explaining.

I thought silence would be the best explanation
but apparently for some people, this is a wrong statement.


Merry Christmas Everyone.

Friday, December 23, 2011

累到~~~

好像有责任写一些东西,
但是又好像不知道要写什么。

电话的wallpaper是时候换了吧。


Friday, December 9, 2011

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Should I?

所有错误,
从我这里落幕。

原来,
没有任何事情,
是可以完美的结束。

纯粹的孤独。

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Alright,
Here comes the end of a semester
which means finals is just right outside the door.
There's no corner, bcz the earth is round.

By the time I realize,
I should be on my way to the airport already.

Going home means holidays,
Except this is a freaking longggg one.
Should I apply for internship?
That doesn't mean I will get tho.
Where should I apply?

Am I willing to give up my holidays?
Am I prepared to go out there and meet people?
(Don't be ridiculous, u r meeting ppl almost everyday. =,=)

Where should I stay?
Should I drive?
What if I lost my car again?
Nah... U will find it back AGAIN.
But wait, my licence expired on first of Jan,
Maybe I should renew earlier?

Ok,ok, line up bitches,
one by one.

I'm leaving it to the future me.
Chilling ow... Woots.

Anyway,
I have a vision,
I will fill up my holidays with
SLEEP, EAT, PLAY.

ONNERZZZZ....

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再多的答案,
也只是为了应付更多的问题,

催泪弹,
是不是真的能让人流泪?


Friday, October 7, 2011

我只是忘了,
好好地去爱你...

没有别的了。

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Melancholy Hill

Well, you can't get what you want,
but you can get me.
Maybe the only imperfection is,
I'm not what you want.

Have been trying to get some feedbacks
just to make sure I'm still normal.

Haven't really tried Kangaroo meat yet. =)

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虽然冬天应该已结束,
但温度还是没有改变。

下一个季节,
会出现一个怎样的新故事?

They said you can't get rainbow without rain.
Who needs rainbow anyway?
I didn't even bother to look at the sky nowadays.
Ok, I'm not proud of that.
I should go out tomorrow to catch up with some sunshine.


Note to myself,
1. Gamble
2. Gravity

Melb

They said Melbourne changed people.
I guess it did.

Presentation tomorrow and
I'm still chilling.

9am class,
MUST MAKE IT THIS TIME.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

M&M's

Just wondering,

If I kept eating M&M's,
would I end up having a colourful stomach?

If I took out the car steering,
and put it on a bike,
can I still control the bike?

If you lost all your tuition fees while gambling with your friend,
and it is rather impossible to raise the fund again,
would you consider killing him and make it look like an accident
to get your money back?

If you were stuck in the north pole,
would you consider eating your own flesh to survive?

If the theory of 2 parallel worlds exists,
there's another you living in that world,
better than this you in every sense,
and given a condition where only one of you can survive,
would you give up your life for a better you?

If you were a train conductor,
the train is out of control and u have reach a point where it branches out into 2 lines,
there are a group of children playing at line A, which is a restricted area,
and a little boy playing at line B, a closed down area, which is safe for people.
Which way would you go?

If over populated was your country's biggest issue,
would you stop having sex?

If I answered the question of
"What prevents you from ending your life/suiciding?" with
"Because I haven't had sex yet."
rather than "I have dreams/responsibilities/loves for the people."
for now, as a teenager, would you appreciate my honesty?
Of course that doesn't mean I don't value my life after sex.

If you lost your face during an accident,
would you accept the face donation?

I try to imagine the degree of pain if I got shot on the chest,
I even think of the possibility of controlling my hand after
it is being separated from my body.

I always imagine that I have Wolverine's claws,
and I'm worried that I would cut myself.

These are the things that come popping into my mind unconsciously,
especially while I'm doing nothing or have nothing to focus on.

Would it make me weird?
Is it possible to ask this kind of questions without
getting any weird or disgusted looks in return?

Deep inside my mind,
I always assume that all the people do have things like this in mind,
it's just that they do not voice out as the world perceives this as
wrong or abnormal.

Or maybe my assumption is wrong.
I'm just a weirdo.
But I'm sure that I'm not doing this on purpose
just to get attention.

I can't control what comes in and what don't.

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Maybe I'm a sociopath,
but I haven't done anything harmful.
And I hesitated whether to put 'yet' in my previous line.

Maybe I'm just lonely,
Then again, I won't feel lonely
if I hadn't gone through a happening life,
it's all about comparison.
I had a wonderful week.

Does that mean I can't be alone?
Nope, I'm capable of being alone,
as long as there's internet and food.

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Maybe I have more than one personality.
Mind-fucked.

I think I need to see a doctor.
No, it's OK. I'm fine.
No, it's not.

I'm just joking.
Oh really?
Maybe.

)=)


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Desperation

Some dreams are just too beautiful to come true.
Sometimes, things are better left untold.
Some people are destined to face difficulties.

She said that's a limit to everything,
when you reach a point where you don't give a shit,
it's the time you should give up.

I guess I'm already at the edge,
Some people are assholes, some are not.
I wish I'm not.

Nevertheless,
I'm putting a stop to this.
Enough of being patient,
I'm never good at it anyway.
Why bother?

At some point,
I should feel lucky.
It's sad to admit that,
But things are becoming more and more obvious right now.

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Spent my awesome holidays
With an awesome trip
Along with awesome friends.

What else would I ask for,
Isn't it?

=D

Monday, September 19, 2011

D.O.E.S

有时候还是觉得,
没那么多话,
或许会显得比较有内涵。

只是有时候,
静下来,身边的人就会认为,
是不是发生了什么事。

Silence doesn't necessarily mean emo.
Similarly, talk a lot doesn't mean I'm ok.

I'm just weird.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Mimicry

Why must we, as Malaysian,
try so hard to mimic other races' slang.

This is weird. =/

Just so that they can understand what
are we speaking?
Why don't you come and mimic
the way we speak and try to understand us.

I'm just saying.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

失落

是不是在每一个强言微笑的背后,
都藏着一段抹不去的悲伤。

是不是再表现得潇洒,
却显得更软弱,幼稚。

过了十二点,
Onefm 播着失落沙洲,
我是不是应该庆幸,
至少我并不是一个人驾着车,
盲目开在一个宁静又没有尽头的道路上,
我只是一个人,对着荧幕,
等天亮。

对了,
是我把这一切看得太低俗,
我只是一直在逞强,
不想让任何一个你看见我的可怜,
就算是现在,
我也认为没什么好同情。

心灵上的残缺,
不是那么容易弥补,
我比谁都了解,
所以比谁都更不想触碰,
那一个地带。

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我想,我会了解你的处境,
她说,每一年总有一个季节,
叫作分离。

没办法一起走过那个秋天,
每一片落叶,都是一个遗憾,
遍地的遗憾,无尽的痛。

有一种痛,叫受伤,
流的,是肉体的血,
另一种痛,叫悲伤
落的,是无声的泪。

再多的打扰,再多的欢笑,
让我更害怕静下来的时候。

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有时候,就连自己都搞不清楚,
自己是在无病呻吟,还是偶尔寂寞,
这是我压抑着的,还是我已经接受的?

Love,
Makes a man grow up,
Or sink down.

断线的风筝,
却还要应酬直朝脸上打来的无情风,
我还能说些什么?

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这就是尽头了,
没有,还呼吸着,
就这样每天重复着一样的规律,
算是活着吗?



越猖狂的人,内心越寂寞。
没有不快乐,莫名的失落。

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

淡淡

Elise: Invite me to dinner, Frank?
Frank Tupelo: What?
Frank Tupelo: Would you like to have dinner?
Elise: Women don't like questions.
Frank Tupelo: Join me for dinner.
Elise: Too demanding.
Frank Tupelo: Join me for dinner?
Elise: Another question.
Frank Tupelo: I'm having dinner, if you'd care to join me.

Elise: Smile

-The Tourist-

自己很喜欢的对白,
很喜欢女主角很直接的表达,
然后男主角也很配合。

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A: What would you do when I'm gone?
B: I'll wait for you to come back.




Monday, September 12, 2011

Moon 饼


这个是气球。

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这个是灯笼,但没有灯。

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这个是很多很多气球。

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还有少了一片的月饼。

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有人说,压力不知道如何解放,
可我一度吊儿郎当,压力是什么?

有人问,如何像我这样自在,
其实是我什么都不想管,无视悲伤,
所以好像不是很正常,但很自在。

有人讲,这样还算是人吗?
对不起,你讲什么?

我还是活得很开心,
这样的想法不是偏激,
只是有很多事情,
不需要那么伤神。

这是青春的一部分,
少了份责任,多了份自由,
少了份担心,多了份放肆。

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今天,有个朋友入院了,
希望你早日康复。

-Laughing-

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Stats.

后来我才发现,
原来人,还是要有寄托。

或许再也回不到过去,
那回忆到底是失败的安慰,
还是不堪回想的痛。

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身边的人不高兴,我也不觉得怎样,
反正当你好起来,这一切往事如烟,
那我又何苦让自己因为你那么低落。

这不是自私,
这是捷径,跳过伤心的那一段。
相对的,其实我可以说
人生就是要经历过这一些才完整,
但,我不要。

明天stats考试,
应该有很多人担心,
担心读不完。

我反而担心,
就算我拼命读了很多,
但是却没有出来,
我就是浪费了时间,
做了吃力不讨好的事。

该死的射手座。
我要改掉。

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很喜欢海枯石烂的歌词,

“只要你回来,那就够浪漫。”

没有特别悲伤,
也不算是幸灾乐祸,
只是很不像....
很不像是一个正常的人。

这样讲,
会过分吗?

Who cares.

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The family just came back from HongKong.
So jealous. =(

Can someone go with me again next time?
Preferably girls.
P.S. I'm not a nice guy.
To elaborate,
I wont open the door or pull out the chair. =)

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Will try to catch up with all the
lectures I missed out for the past 5 weeks
during Sem break.

Yes, pls do so.

Ciao.


I miss home.
BUT, I knw I will miss Aussie when I go back.

=/

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Nutella

Nothing special about the title,
It's just that I bought myself a Nutella today.
Nut and Ella, what a cool name. =,=

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有没有一场大雨,
洗掉每一个痕迹。
把当初的太阳和彩虹,
双手奉还。

最近身边的人都很不开心,
有些美丽的故事,
只会在童话里出现。

我身为局外人,
却变成了诉苦的对象。
结果我看过了很多画面,
很多只有在戏里才出现的情节。

后来,
我也悲伤了。

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"Things ain't the way they were before."
To a fren who is currently in Thailand,
Let me knw when u r back alright?

Well, it's not that I miss you or what,
It's just that I knw your budget. =)

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Current Addiction,


并不是我身上有太多秘密,
只是有些话,我说了,
你永远听不见。


Wednesday, August 31, 2011

坦白

总是夜深人静的时候才发现,
其实身边如果有个人的话,
还蛮不错的。

或者

你可以直接上床睡觉。

晚安

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

GTI

Would u rather get a civic now
Or a GTI after another 2 years?

Arghhh...

Here's some money,
Go n buy yourself more money.

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How to ignore all the gaming requests on facebook?
It's really annoying especially when u r using a
blackberry.

Test and Assignments coming up.
Just a random updates after a while.

Have been planning to make my own
spaghetti on Tues (no class on Wed)
but ended up staying over at fren's place for assignment.

I would rather choose how to earn money fast
than learning how to analyse all the risk and return stock
since 2004.

Dead meat.

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I guess I'm already recovered at the moment.
It's not flu or mucus,
it's just too much awesomeness inside me.

P.S My family went HongKong and I'm stuck here in Aussie. =(

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Lastly, a video recommended by my psychology tutor,



Those who find it disgusting and try to act normal by
saying I'm insane....

It's ok.
You just don't understand me at the moment.
Cheers.

-FINGERS-

Thursday, August 25, 2011

错了

最近facebook很流行这一个笑话,

其实很久之前就听过了,

而且个人觉得以前的版本的结局比较好笑。

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一天,

儿子问爸爸:什么是不爽,生气,抓狂?

:很难解释,不如我示范.

爸爸拿了一本电话簿,随便打给一个人,顺便开speaker.

:hello?

...:Hello请问 ABDULLAH BADAWI在家吗?

:你打错电话!

:不要骗我啦!

:我骗你作么!神经!(盖了电话)

:,儿子,这就是'不爽'.现在看什么是生气.

(过了五分钟,爸再打给那个人)

:hello?

:请问ABDULLAH BADAWI在家吗?

:又是你,你到底是谁?

:你不懂我是谁?我是NAJIB!

:#%@,NAJIB我麻是ANWAR!白痴(大力盖电话)

:,儿子,这就是'生气'!懂吗

:懂了

:现在看什么是抓狂!(又打给那个人)

Facebook版本的结局:

那人一拿电话就骂了...

:'压低声音',请问林先生在吗

:对不起!刚才有变态佬一直打电话来

:没关系,请问ABDULLAH BADAWI在家吗?

: #¢¥!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* !!!

我觉得更有梗的结局:

那人一拿电话就骂了...

:'压低声音',请问林先生在吗

:对不起!刚才有变态佬一直打电话来

:没关系,我就是ABDULLAH BADAWI,请问刚才谁找我?

: #¢¥!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* !!!

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=D

CP9

后来才发现,
原来自己对结局好的戏,
反而不会有好感。

或许在我身上的事,
发生了好多不如意的事,
太好的结局,反而让我怀疑,
甚至有点令人作呕的感觉。

最近又看了一次 Shinjuku Incident,
这一类电影的结局,不是happy ending,
但是很真实,就像曾经发生在身边的事一样。

听说是成龙近期来唯一一个不露功夫的一部。

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这一个更不用说了,
背负着责备,继续保护Gotham City,

最后,
大家都很清楚,
小丑赢了。

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Monga,
剧情到了最后,
全部都没有好下场。

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告白,模拟两可的结局,
看你怎么诠释。

我选择相信了比较残忍的结局,
因为读过了小说然后再看戏,
太了解女主角经历过的一切。

残忍的结局,比较适合人性。

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CP9
下面这一位就是在One Piece
里面出现过的CP9队长。


没什么特别,只是觉得跟下面这一张有点像。


蔡康永。

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Have been having problem falling asleep these days,
No idea why, it's just insomnia I guess?
And no doubt, it's always hard to get up in the morning.

Submitted 2 assignments and done with 2 presentations
this week.

It just wouldn't stop there.

Week 5,
things are pilling up.
"When I'm sick, I stop being sick
and be awesome..."
I think this quote is seriously not working at the moment.

Sore throat and light fever.
I hate winter.

To those readers out there,
Pls take good care of yourselves,
drink more water or suffer.

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A: 我以为,我们之间的故事,会是一个美好的结局。
B: 如果你真的想要美好的结局,这取决于你把哪里当作是故事的结局。

奥逊 威尔斯

A: I always thought our story would be a happy ending.
B: If you want a happy ending, it depends on where you stop the story.

Orson Welles


Saturday, August 20, 2011

Pray

Get well soon, alright?
We got your back.

Pls.


Friday, August 19, 2011

What If

有没有试过,
曾经在镜子前面,
望了好久,才发现,
连自己都认不得自己?

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如果那是泪水,
你又何必逞强?


It happens to me quite a lot.


Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Disaster

Was killing my time with series,
(I'm busy, but watching series is just
one of the things in my to-do-list)
and came across a very meaningful conversation.

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We will nvr knw how many fake people are
talking about how fake the world is right now.

Conversation was invented by humans to conceal reality.
We use it to sweet-talk our way around natural selection.
Who has the real conversations? Ants.
They talk by vomiting chemicals into each other's mouths.

"Bleh, which way to get sugar?"
"Bleh, that way."

Humans are more evolved. We lie.
Not all the time? That's one of the lies.

(Winger, 2011)

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Would I still have the same feelings for you
when u r 21 yrs old?

Yes. And Yes again, that could be a lie.
It might go deeper.

The Other Truth

"The only subject that I wouldn't nvr pass is
How to understand you 101."

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Have been staying up late these days,
For nothing.
How pathetic is that.

Well, isn't that bad I guess,
Can't expect that there would be someone
by my side all the time, right?

Even so,
I wouldn't be there for her all the time,
then why would I ask for that?

How could you understand me
when I can't even understand myself?

I'm the real devil.

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Note to myself:
If u open the door, u will finish last.
If u carry her bags, u will finish last.
If u pull out the chair, u will finish last.
If u offer any help, u will finish last.

I'm a badass.
It feels so nice to be a bad guy.
COOL.


Go ____ yourself.
Now fill *__ the blank, sucker.

A gap of 9 years won't be that big after
another 10 years. Trust me.

Monday, August 15, 2011

News

How is that a bad news?
I'm happy for you.

那一年,
与我差九岁的女孩。


Saturday, August 13, 2011

Update

Is it just me,
Or everyone's Saturday is always that short?

To-Do-List
Presentation Not Done
Stats Assignment Not Done
Group Assignment Not Done
Done nothing CHECKED

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Have been trying to get your attention,
But always end up with false hopes.

I'm sorry if I annoyed you.
Well, come to think of it,
I won't be doing it for long.

The Weatherman says it's gonna rain tonight,
The kind of storm where the basement floods
And you lose the lights.

Now I'm blind.
With only your shadow in my mind.
How am I gonna survive through the night
without your company?

Drizzling in such a cold night,
It reminds me that
You're not my blue sky anymore.

Emily West, Blue Sky.


Friday, August 12, 2011

-VE

Why is everyone being so negative lately?
Or maybe it is just me.

Who said Man doesn't think?
Sometimes they just don't mention about it.


Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Waiting for the end.


I thought as long as there's sunshine,

there's warmth.

I was wrong indeed.

I guess I was held responsible for my mistake.

But come to think of it in depth,

the guilt has turned into hatred.

I hate it when the sunshine isn't warm enough.

I hate it when things don't work as I expected.

Now I blame the wind for being too wrong,

And the sun being too weak.

Enough of blaming me for

not protecting myself from the bloody cold weather,

I know I was wrong.

Can't you hear my sincerity when I apologize?

How much longer u want to it to last?

Can we move on now?

If I wanted to be naked in such a weather,

that would be my choice,

who are you to comment?

One thing for sure,

I have taken enough blame.

Imma walk out from here

To a place where the wind is not that cruel.

Such a hypocrite.

If u still want to fight,

I'm sorry, I won't be the clown. Anymore.

And this would be my last time to apologize.

I'm not your lab rat

Make all the assumptions u like,

Because it’s time for me to walk out from your experiment.

The end.

Fingers

“早知道是这样,
如梦一场,
我才不会把爱
都放在同一个地方...”

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需要一位话很多,
24小时都保持开心的朋友,
till then,我还是安静比较好。

应该写些什么,
才不会让黑夜那么深,
误会更深。

太多太复杂的情绪,
根本没办法好好去整理,
好多想写下来的思绪,
面对着荧幕却一片空百。

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Friday, August 5, 2011

Rolling

被点燃的小火苗,
融化了周围的蜡墙,
蜡,变成液体,
淹没了自己。

火,熄了。

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很多时候,
觉得自己很侥幸,
什么时候才能认真为自己拼一下,
不是不能,是我不要。

为什么面子书不放自己的名?
不是我不能,是我不要。

为什么不吃牛肉?
不是我不能,是我不要。

为什么不早点睡?
不是我不能,是我不要。

就是这样,
很多时候,连自己都不知道
自己想要什么。

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最近耳边不时回响起这首歌的旋律,


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这个地方,还会不会因为有了我,
变得有一点不一样?

我不贪心,
一点点就好。

Note to myself,

"U look smarter when you don't talk
that much."

=)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

武雄

We were having this conversation
the other day.

A: Are u planning to move to the city?

B: Yea, but my fren's room in the city is so small...
Small until har.... until.... har... till.... (trying to describe)

C: Like a cupboard?

All: Laughters....

Me: Like a microwave? (Point at the microwave)

All: HAHAHAHAHHAHAA

What a day.

Anyway, I actually promise myself to
be more serious and talk less.
But apparently, I fail. Fail badly.
Imma try harder next time? Maybe?

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Met my cute tutor the same day.
I guess this was the reason.
Ah watever...

I'm ranting like a girl.
But who gives a damn?

She complained about my final exam, surprizingly.
FYI, we submitted our papers without
writing our names, just student id like XXXX0425.

When I asked,
She said, I can feel that you think a lot
while answering the last question,
then I knw sure is my student already.

Oops, how cute.
=D

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Just came back from dinner with my cousin.

"Undergraduate units, PR, Ielts, Working Experience,
Internship, Interview Tests, Resumes, TR, Masters,
Excel, C++, Dean's award, Third year subjects,
Econometrics.... "

Oh man....
Shoooo much to think,
Shoooo much to learn,
Shoooo much to decide,
Shoooo much to plan.

Can I just say OK ON to everything?
=/

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最后,
我们都步上了自己的后尘。
有在后悔吗?

我们都变了,
价值观不再一样了。

长大了,
太多决定落在自己的手上,
太多自由让我去放肆,
爸妈,我还是有点不习惯。

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爱是无辜的风筝,
拉着最在乎的人。

黑暗中,一步步坠落红尘。

曹格,无辜。



Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Twin.

IMY.

Just when I'm lonely.


Monday, August 1, 2011

Somewhere

一个人走在一条不知名的道路上,
周围的虫鸣,还有自己的呼吸声,
才偶然变得那么清晰。

是不是随着自由的程度增加,
孤单也慢慢变得特别明显。

太多属于自己的空间,
然后就会开始奢望,
就犹如蛋白和蛋黄的故事一样。

有个女孩,不喜欢蛋黄,
每次就会把蛋黄交给身边的男孩,
就这样,过了一段时间,
事情变得理所当然。

直到有一天,
女孩把蛋黄交给第三个男孩,
我才发现,原来很多事情,
并不是理所当然的。

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时隔那么久,
让自己放空的时候,
很多画面在倒带。

天气变冷了,
多穿几件衣服吧,
就算身边没有人,
还是要学会好好爱自己。

或许就是因为这样,
太会爱自己了,
反而忽略了身边的你。

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By the end of the day,
It doesn't really matter it's whose fault.
I miss you but at the same time,
I don't hope that you take it seriously.
What kind of feeling is that?
Something you want is something I couldn't promise.

I guess we will recover eventually.
But then again, would it strike back again like tonight?
I hope it wouldn't.
Who am I to decide?

Sometimes,
One becomes extremely emotional when loneliness strikes.
Sometimes,
I go through those nights where music is my only company.

Tonight, Iridescent.



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Why must I show happiness
when a little part inside me just went dead?

Why must I try to be positive
when every single thing around me is negative?

Why must I keep trying
when we both know it was a mistake?

I'm lost.
This is how I begin my August.
Great. =(